it’s been months since i last opened my blog here..and the last time i updated it, i was still in a place that i knew so well..a place that i never thought i would leave..not just a place..but a city in a country..a place that i have considered my home for 14 years..
and now, im here in a new place that my eyes have considered as “unknown” before..yes, before..that was 2 months and 3 days ago..i never even imagined this place..but now, all of a sudden, im here!..
i’ve started living a new life..a life without the people that i’ve known for years..a life with everything new..and i mean everything..
have u ever been in a dream that seemed so real?..but then, no matter how real that dream seemed to be, u found urself saying, “anytime now, i will wake up”..that is how i feel right now..that all of this is just a simple dream..that any moment now, i would wake up and find myself in my old bed, inside my old room, in our old house..for weeks now, i’ve been wishing to wake up..but as u can see, i still didnt..
and know what?..when i think about it, i had a life in the Philippines..and i love that life..whenever i stop and think about my previous life, i cant help myself but think “I prefer that life”..honestly, i want that life..i want it back..
i may sound ridiculous to some of u..u may think, “hey, u’re in America!..that is what most Filipinos dream nowadays..to be in that land”..trust me, i want to be back where i was..i want to be there than here..
“i want my life back“..
