Through My Eyes

i made a mistake i never thought i could make..i have no idea how on earth it happened..next time i knew, people were staring at me, as if i were a murderer..(well, of course, im NOT)..it happened so fast..now, im left alone, thinking of what happened..

well..do i still have to say that i know i didn’t act like a friend?..yes, i do..it’s my fault..you wouldn’t be angry at me right now if i stood to be a friend in the first place..but please, im asking you to listen to my side..i know you don’t want to, but here it goes..

i never wanted or desired to do that to you..NEVER..i thought it was just a nonsense joke so i didn’t intend on bothering you about it..i didn’t tell you because of a lot of reasons..first, yeah, because i thought it was just nonsense and you wouldn’t want to be bothered about it..second, because i was afraid you’d think wrongly of the situation, which would lead to a fight..well, i think i made the situation worse by not telling you, didn’t i?..i know it’s my fault..the blame is on me..but i do hope you understand some bits of my side..i don’t know what else to say..just wanna let you know, i don’t want to lose a friend like you..so please accept my apology..

i don’t know how you’re reacting as you’re reading this..but i hope that i made some facts clear..kpoy njud kaau cgeg hilak ui..hahayz..i never thought it could lead to this..

well..that’s all i want to say..i do hope you can read this..i’ve wasted a bucket of tears just because of this issue..hahayz..